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\u201cAxtard\u0131\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r n\u0259 varsa, s\u0259nd\u0259n k\u0259narda deyil, s\u0259nin \u00f6z i\u00e7ind\u0259dir\u201d – deyir M\u00f6vlana. Onu ancaq \u00f6z ruhunun d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rind\u0259 tapa bil\u0259rs\u0259n. \u00c7\u00fcnki h\u0259yat – biz onu g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz yerd\u0259dir.<\/p>\n
U\u015faq vaxt\u0131 rus yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 Viktor Draqunskinin m\u0259\u015fhur \u0259s\u0259rini – \u201cDeniskan\u0131n s\u0259rg\u00fcz\u0259\u015ftl\u0259ri\u201dni oxumu\u015fdum. Kitabda he\u00e7 unuda bilm\u0259diyim bir m\u0259qam var; m\u00fc\u0259llim u\u015faqlara bel\u0259 bir sual verir: \u201cH\u0259yatda n\u0259l\u0259ri sevirsiz? N\u0259l\u0259r sizi xo\u015fb\u0259xt edir?\u201d<\/p>\n
Deniskan\u0131n dostu uzun bir siyah\u0131da sevdikl\u0259rini yaz\u0131r. \u201cM\u0259n cemli bulkan\u0131, ki\u015fmi\u015fli \u015f\u0259k\u0259r\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yin\u0131, kolbasan\u0131, ya\u011fl\u0131 donuz budunu, dondurman\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn n\u00f6vl\u0259rini, \u015firin nabatlar\u0131, \u015fokolad\u0131, limonad\u0131, alma, armud, gil\u0259nar\u0131…. sevir\u0259m\u201d.<\/p>\n
Deniska da bir ne\u00e7\u0259 s\u0259hif\u0259lik v\u0259r\u0259qd\u0259 sevdikl\u0259rini yaz\u0131r. Amma onun yazd\u0131qlar\u0131 tamamil\u0259 f\u0259rqlidir. T\u0259xmini bel\u0259dir ki, m\u0259n anam\u0131, atam\u0131, dostlar\u0131m\u0131, a\u011faclar\u0131, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri, pi\u015fik balalar\u0131n\u0131, atlar\u0131, itl\u0259ri, dov\u015fanlar\u0131, marallar\u0131, ilbizl\u0259ri, bal\u0131qqula\u011f\u0131n\u0131, d\u0259nizi, yosunlar\u0131, bal\u0131qlar\u0131, ki\u00e7ik b\u00f6c\u0259kl\u0259ri, k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259ri, c\u00fcc\u00fcl\u0259ri… sevir\u0259m.<\/p>\n
Bu h\u0259min 8 ya\u015fl\u0131 q\u0259hr\u0259man idi ki, bahal\u0131 oyuncaq ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 ki\u00e7ik bir at\u0259\u015fb\u00f6c\u0259yin\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi v\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259bini soru\u015fan anas\u0131na bel\u0259 demi\u015fdi: \u201cAx\u0131 at\u0259\u015fb\u00f6c\u0259yi canl\u0131d\u0131r!.. H\u0259m d\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7\u0131r!..\u201d<\/p>\n
8 ya\u015fl\u0131 o\u011flan \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 f\u0259rqind\u0259 olmadan h\u0259yat\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck t\u0259rifini vermi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n
Y\u0259qin ki, o b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fckd\u0259n sonra adi insani sevincl\u0259ri he\u00e7 bir bahal\u0131 avtomobil\u0259, d\u0259bd\u0259b\u0259li m\u0259nzil\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259zdi. Canl\u0131 olan\u0131 cans\u0131z \u0259\u015fyalara d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259zdi y\u0259qin ki.<\/p>\n
M\u00fc\u0259llif bizl\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259yat sevincl\u0259rini \u0259slind\u0259 harda axtarmal\u0131 oldu\u011fumuzu deyirdi. Bu, h\u0259min o h\u0259qiq\u0259t idi ki, M\u00f6vlana v\u0259 ba\u015fqa filosoflar y\u00fczill\u0259rd\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcb\u0259ri onu dey\u0259-dey\u0259 g\u0259lirdi.<\/p>\n
\u201cOnu ancaq \u00f6z ruhunun d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rind\u0259 tapa bil\u0259rs\u0259n\u201d.<\/p>\n
H\u0259yat g\u00f6z\u0259ldir. \u00c7\u00fcnki bu h\u0259yatda h\u0259tta adi g\u00f6zl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259n b\u00f6c\u0259kl\u0259r d\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011fa can at\u0131r.<\/p>\n
F\u0259rqin\u0259 varmadan \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7diyimiz, he\u00e7\u0259 sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z qar\u0131\u015fqa da \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n 20 qat a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131qda azuq\u0259ni q\u0131\u015f ehtiyat\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yuvas\u0131na da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r, yolda\u015flar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, ail\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn f\u0259dakarl\u0131q edir.<\/p>\n
H\u0259tta canavarlar da onu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n balalar\u0131n\u0131 \u201cd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb\u201d ev\u0259 yem da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnki t\u0259bi\u0259t bel\u0259 qurulub.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnki ya\u015famaq ciddi i\u015fdir. V\u0259 s\u0259n 80 ya\u015f\u0131nda bel\u0259 a\u011fac \u0259k\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. \u201cOna g\u00f6r\u0259 yox ki, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k n\u0259sill\u0259r onun b\u0259hr\u0259sini yey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, ya\u015famaq bu q\u0259d\u0259r ciddi bir i\u015fdir\u201d.<\/p>\n
B\u0259z\u0259n sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 g\u0259ncl\u0259r \u201ch\u0259yat fanidir, onu ciddiy\u0259 almay\u0131n\u201d tipli yaz\u0131lar yaz\u0131rlar. M\u0259nc\u0259, h\u0259yata bel\u0259 yana\u015fmaq d\u00fczg\u00fcn deyil. B\u00f6c\u0259kl\u0259r, qar\u0131\u015fqalar bel\u0259 \u201ch\u0259yat\u0131 ciddiy\u0259 al\u0131r\u201d. H\u0259yat\u0131 ciddiy\u0259 almamaq bizd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l ya\u015fayanlar\u0131n t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259sini, bizd\u0259n sonra ya\u015fayacaq olanlar\u0131n x\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131, arzular\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7\u0259 saymaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Bir d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259bi\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259dli filmd\u0259 ana dov\u015fan\u0131n d\u00fcnyaya nec\u0259 bala g\u0259tirdiyini, \u00f6z\u00fc yem dal\u0131nca ged\u0259rk\u0259n yuva qurub onlar\u0131 nec\u0259 gizl\u0259diyini, torpaqla \u00f6rt-basd\u0131r etdiyini izl\u0259dim. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, \u00e7ox vaxt biz insanlar h\u0259yatla t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparan, yolunun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259r c\u00fcr t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259, y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 v\u0259h\u015fi heyvanlar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259diyi bu ana dov\u015fan q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fccl\u00fc ola bilmirik.<\/p>\n
H\u0259yat\u0131 bir b\u00f6c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r ciddiy\u0259 alacaqsan. O b\u00f6c\u0259k ki, insan ayaqlar\u0131 alt\u0131nda h\u0259r an \u0259zil\u0259, ya da qurd-qu\u015fa yem ola bil\u0259r, amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259yata t\u0259slim olmur.<\/p>\n
H\u0259yat g\u00f6z\u0259ldir, \u00e7\u00fcnki bu h\u0259yatda ya\u015f\u0131l-ya\u015f\u0131l otlar, d\u0259niz, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f, insan var. Yazda a\u011faclar\u0131n q\u0259rib\u0259 bir sehrl\u0259 pu\u00e7urlamas\u0131 v\u0259 d\u00fcnyam\u0131za bahar g\u0259tirm\u0259si var.<\/p>\n
Q\u0131\u015fda qar\u0131n, pay\u0131zda ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n ya\u011fmas\u0131n\u0131 seyr etm\u0259k kimi ki\u00e7ik v\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck sevincl\u0259r var.<\/p>\n
H\u0259yat g\u00f6z\u0259ldir. \u00c7\u00fcnki h\u0259r g\u00fcn getdiyimiz yollar\u0131n geri d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc v\u0259 do\u011fmalar\u0131m\u0131za qovu\u015fmaq var. Bunun sevincini ya\u015famaq var.<\/p>\n
B\u0259z\u0259n yoruluruq, h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n usan\u0131r\u0131q. D\u0259rk etm\u0259k a\u011f\u0131r v\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 olur. H\u0259r birimizin h\u0259yat\u0131nda el\u0259 bir an olur… O anda h\u0259min ki\u00e7ik, amma \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 sehrli t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm qonduran o sevincl\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn. O sevincl\u0259r ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 hissiyyats\u0131z adamlara \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259tsiz g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259 bil\u0259rdi, amma s\u0259n\u0259 nec\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik v\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259can g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. O sevincl\u0259r s\u0259ni t\u0259rk etm\u0259yib, onlar yen\u0259 s\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259dir v\u0259 s\u0259nin ki\u00e7ik k\u0259\u015ffini g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n
Sad\u0259c\u0259 onlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn daha bir c\u0259hd et. Daha bir c\u0259hd. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n ki, \u0259slind\u0259 ya\u015famaq g\u00f6z\u0259ldir. V\u0259 h\u0259tta g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f d\u0259 yaln\u0131z s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir…<\/p>\n
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