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Pay\u0131z\u0131n soyuq n\u0259f\u0259si \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\nBak\u0131 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir s\u0259ssizliy\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc o g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259. \u0130nsanlar dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, amma g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ba\u015fqa yerd\u0259ydi. Ham\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259lbi Qaraba\u011fda d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. H\u0259r ax\u015fam k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n siqnallar\u0131 e\u015fidilir, binalar\u0131n eyvanlar\u0131ndan bayraqlar as\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n bir h\u0259y\u0259can vard\u0131. \u0130ll\u0259rl\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259 susan bir xalq\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259si d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi.
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n insanlar\u0131n \u00fczl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir ifad\u0259 vard\u0131. Kims\u0259 telefonda c\u0259ld dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, kims\u0259 televizor ekran\u0131ndan ayr\u0131lm\u0131r, kims\u0259 is\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259d\u0259n g\u00f6y\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Sanki ham\u0131 eyni x\u0259b\u0259ri g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Sanki \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin \u00f6z\u00fc bel\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259sini saxlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nFuad gec\u0259l\u0259r yata bilmirdi.
\nMasas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259r, yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259r, silinmi\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259r vard\u0131. Masa lampas\u0131n\u0131n sar\u0131mt\u0131l i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259r bir-birinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi. B\u0259zil\u0259rinin k\u0259nar\u0131nda t\u0259l\u0259sik yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259r, b\u0259zil\u0259rind\u0259 is\u0259 birc\u0259 c\u00fcml\u0259 bel\u0259 yox idi.
\nO, uzun ill\u0259r idi yaz\u0131rd\u0131.
\nYazmaq onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sad\u0259c\u0259 pe\u015f\u0259 deyildi. B\u0259z\u0259n gec\u0259nin yar\u0131s\u0131nda \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n bir c\u00fcml\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yuxudan oyan\u0131r, h\u0259min c\u00fcml\u0259ni unutmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qaranl\u0131qda i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 yand\u0131rmadan bel\u0259 d\u0259ft\u0259rin\u0259 yaz\u0131rd\u0131.
\nAmma bu d\u0259f\u0259 ba\u015fqa idi.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki insan h\u0259r m\u00f6vzu haqq\u0131nda yaza bil\u0259rdi…
\nYaln\u0131z V\u0259t\u0259n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131ndan yazmaq \u00e7\u0259tin olur.
\nFuad q\u0259l\u0259mi barmaqlar\u0131 aras\u0131nda f\u0131rlad\u0131b uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t bo\u015f v\u0259r\u0259q\u0259 baxd\u0131. Sonra p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\nK\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259sirdi.
\nP\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 toxunan yarpaqlar\u0131n x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 gec\u0259nin sakitliyini daha da d\u0259rinl\u0259\u015fdirirdi. Bak\u0131 i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 uzaqlara q\u0259d\u0259r uzan\u0131rd\u0131.
\nBird\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n bir s\u0259s y\u00fcks\u0259ldi:
\n\u2014 Qaraba\u011f Az\u0259rbaycand\u0131r!
\nArd\u0131nca ma\u015f\u0131n siqnallar\u0131 e\u015fidildi.
\nFuad yerind\u0259c\u0259 donub qald\u0131.
\nSanki bu s\u0259s k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n yox, ill\u0259rin o tay\u0131ndan g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.
\nOnun q\u0259lbin\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir k\u00f6vr\u0259klik doldu. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saniy\u0259 sonra televizoru a\u00e7d\u0131.
\nEkrandak\u0131 apar\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si h\u0259y\u0259can i\u00e7ind\u0259 titr\u0259yirdi:
\n\u2014 \u015eu\u015fa \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri i\u015f\u011faldan azad edildi!
\nBir anl\u0131q otaqda zaman dayand\u0131.
\nFuad televizora bax\u0131rd\u0131, amma g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolmu\u015fdu.
\nO, art\u0131q x\u0259b\u0259ri e\u015fitmirdi.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki beynind\u0259 ill\u0259rin \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri canlan\u0131rd\u0131.
\nDa\u011f\u0131d\u0131lm\u0131\u015f evl\u0259r…
\nDid\u0259rgin d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n insanlar…
\nYar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalan u\u015faql\u0131q \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131…
\nQocalar\u0131n susaraq \u00e7\u0259kdiyi h\u0259sr\u0259t…
\nV\u0259 bir d\u0259 \u015eu\u015fa…
\nU\u015faq ya\u015flar\u0131ndan e\u015fitdiyi, amma g\u00f6rm\u0259diyi \u015f\u0259h\u0259r.
\nMu\u011fam\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259si olan \u015f\u0259h\u0259r.
\nDa\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri tarix dan\u0131\u015fan \u015f\u0259h\u0259r.
\nAz\u0259rbaycan\u0131n q\u0259lbi…
\nFuad divan\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131nda oturdu. \u018fll\u0259rini dizl\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sald\u0131.
\nSonra asta s\u0259sl\u0259 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dedi:
\n\u2014 \u015eu\u015fa…
\nBu bir s\u00f6z idi.
\nAmma h\u0259min gec\u0259 bu s\u00f6z onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00f6v bir d\u00fcnya dem\u0259k idi.
\nFuad yava\u015f add\u0131mlarla yenid\u0259n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\nBak\u0131 gec\u0259sinin i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn sonsuzlu\u011funa s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f, yuxuya getm\u0259yi bacarmayan ulduzlar kimi uzaqlarda g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131rd\u0131.
\nO an \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 bir hiss do\u011fuldu.
\nEl\u0259 bil kims\u0259 daxilind\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:
\n\u2014 Azad \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n mahn\u0131s\u0131 yaz\u0131lmal\u0131d\u0131r…
\nFuad geri qay\u0131td\u0131.
\nTelefonunu \u0259lin\u0259 ald\u0131.
\nBir ne\u00e7\u0259 saniy\u0259 ekrana baxd\u0131. Sonra b\u0259st\u0259kar Nadir \u018fzimovun n\u00f6mr\u0259sini y\u0131\u011fd\u0131.
\nTelefon bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7ald\u0131.
\nN\u0259hay\u0259t, qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n yor\u011fun, amma sevinc dolu bir s\u0259s e\u015fidildi:
\n\u2014 E\u015fidir\u0259m, Fuad…
\nFuad bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saniy\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fa bilm\u0259di.
\nSevincd\u0259n yaranan q\u0259h\u0259r bo\u011faz\u0131nda d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259nmi\u015fdi.
\nNadir m\u00fc\u0259llim s\u00fckutun o ba\u015f\u0131nda g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.
\n\u2014 Alo? Fuad, e\u015fidirs\u0259n?
\nFuad g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumdu.
\nSonra asta s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi:
\n\u2014 Nadir m\u00fc\u0259llim…
\n\u2014 E\u015fidir\u0259m.
\n\u2014 \u015eu\u015fa qay\u0131td\u0131…
\nTelefonun o ba\u015f\u0131nda d\u0259rin s\u00fckut yarand\u0131.
\nB\u0259z\u0259n insanlar dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rlar, \u00e7\u00fcnki s\u00f6zl\u0259r ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda yetim qal\u0131r.
\nNadir m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u0259 bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t susdu.
\nSonra s\u0259si \u0259vv\u0259lkind\u0259n daha ciddi g\u0259ldi:
\n\u2014 Biz bu g\u00fcn susa bilm\u0259rik…
\nFuad p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n bay\u0131ra baxd\u0131.
\n\u2014 M\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259 bunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm.
\n\u2014 N\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n?
\nFuad masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki bo\u015f v\u0259r\u0259q\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\n\u2014 \u015eu\u015fa \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir mahn\u0131 yazmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.
\nNadir m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131.
\n\u2014 Onda yaz, Fuad. Amma unutma… \u015eu\u015faya adi s\u00f6zl\u0259r yara\u015fmaz.
\n\u2014 Bilir\u0259m.
\n\u2014 Orada h\u0259m k\u0259d\u0259r var, h\u0259m q\u00fcrur. H\u0259m itirdikl\u0259rimiz, h\u0259m d\u0259 qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcn.
\nFuad cavab verm\u0259di.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki bunu o da bilirdi.
\nH\u0259min gec\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r oyaq idi.
\nHam\u0131 ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 idi.
\nBak\u0131n\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 insanlar bayraqlarla g\u0259zir, tan\u0131mad\u0131qlar\u0131 adamlara sar\u0131l\u0131r, a\u011flay\u0131r, g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Bir-birini tan\u0131mayan insanlar h\u0259min gec\u0259 sanki \u00e7oxdan tan\u0131\u015f idil\u0259r.
\nBir ki\u015fi \u0259lind\u0259 bayraq dayan\u0131b telefonla kim\u0259s\u0259 deyirdi:
\n\u2014 \u015eu\u015fa bizimdir!
\nQar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n n\u0259 deyildiyi e\u015fidilmirdi.
\nKi\u015finin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu.
\n\u2014 E\u015fidirs\u0259n? \u015eu\u015fa bizimdir!
\nBir az aral\u0131da balaca bir u\u015faq atas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tutmu\u015fdu.
\n\u2014 Ata, biz \u015eu\u015faya ged\u0259c\u0259yik?
\nAtas\u0131 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131.
\n\u2014 Ged\u0259c\u0259yik, o\u011flum.
\n\u2014 N\u0259 vaxt?
\nAta bir anl\u0131q susdu.
\n\u2014 Tezlikl\u0259.
\nFuad b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlardan x\u0259b\u0259rsiz deyildi.
\nAmma o, h\u0259min gec\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131.
\nMasan\u0131n arxas\u0131nda oturmu\u015fdu.
\nA\u011f v\u0259r\u0259q qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nQ\u0259l\u0259m \u0259lind\u0259 titr\u0259yirdi.
\n\u0130lk s\u00f6z\u00fc yazmaq b\u0259z\u0259n b\u00fct\u00f6v bir \u0259s\u0259ri yazmaqdan \u00e7\u0259tin olur.
\nFuad q\u0259l\u0259mi v\u0259r\u0259q\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131.
\nBir s\u00f6z yazd\u0131.
\nSonra dayand\u0131.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ya\u015f s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki bu, sad\u0259c\u0259 mahn\u0131 deyildi.
\nBu, ill\u0259rl\u0259 susan torpa\u011f\u0131n s\u0259si idi.
\nS\u00f6zl\u0259r bir-bir do\u011fulurdu.
\nH\u0259r misra i\u00e7ind\u0259n qopurdu sanki.
\nK\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259r yaz\u0131lm\u0131rd\u0131 \u2014 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.
\nBir misran\u0131 yaz\u0131r, oxuyur, sonra \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259tt \u00e7\u0259kirdi.
\nBa\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 yaz\u0131rd\u0131.
\nYen\u0259 silirdi.
\nB\u0259z\u0259n uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t q\u0259l\u0259mi \u0259lind\u0259 saxlay\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumurdu.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bo\u015f v\u0259r\u0259q yox idi.
\nQar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda Qaraba\u011f dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nGec\u0259nin d\u0259rin saatlar\u0131nda Nadir m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259 yenid\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.
\n\u2014 \u0130\u015fl\u0259r nec\u0259 gedir? \u2014 Nadir m\u00fc\u0259llim soru\u015fdu.
\n\u2014 Bilmir\u0259m… S\u00f6zl\u0259r g\u0259lir, amma he\u00e7 biri m\u0259n\u0259 kifay\u0259t etmir.
\n\u2014 \u00c7\u00fcnki s\u0259n mahn\u0131 yazm\u0131rsan, Fuad.
\n\u2014 B\u0259s n\u0259 yaz\u0131ram?
\n\u2014 Yadda\u015f yaz\u0131rsan.
\nBu s\u00f6z Fuad\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nTelefonu masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu.
\nBir q\u0259d\u0259r sonra yenid\u0259n q\u0259l\u0259mi \u0259lin\u0259 ald\u0131.
\nArt\u0131q melodiyan\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259si d\u0259 hiss olunurdu.
\nMusiqi yaran\u0131rd\u0131…
\n\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n ruhuna uy\u011fun bir musiqi.
\nQ\u00fcrurlu.
\nK\u0259d\u0259rli.
\nM\u0259\u011frur.
\nV\u0259 qalib…
\nAncaq h\u0259min gec\u0259 i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 s\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259n t\u0259kc\u0259 Bak\u0131 deyildi.
\nMin kilometrl\u0259rl\u0259 uzaqda, s\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259ki \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r d\u0259 s\u0259ssizc\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131.
\nDa\u015flar\u0131n aras\u0131nda oturmu\u015f g\u0259nc bir \u0259sg\u0259r cibind\u0259n k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n\u015e\u0259kild\u0259 balaca bir q\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131.
\nBac\u0131s\u0131 idi.
\n\u015e\u0259klin k\u0259narlar\u0131 art\u0131q k\u00f6hn\u0259lmi\u015fdi. \u018fsg\u0259r barma\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 \u015f\u0259klin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259ki tozu sildi.
\nAylarla onu g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\n\u015e\u0259kil\u0259 baxark\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131n son d\u0259f\u0259 ona dediyi s\u00f6zl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlad\u0131:
\n\u2014 Qay\u0131danda m\u0259n\u0259 \u015eu\u015fadan n\u0259s\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259rs\u0259n?
\n\u018fsg\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259mi\u015fdi o vaxt.
\n\u2014 N\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?
\n\u2014 Da\u015f.
\n\u2014 Da\u015f?
\n\u2014 H\u0259. \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n da\u015f\u0131.
\n\u0130ndi o \u015f\u0259kil\u0259 baxaraq p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:
\n\u2014 G\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m…
\n\u018fsg\u0259rin yan\u0131nda oturan d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fc dostu onun n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc soru\u015fmad\u0131.
\nSad\u0259c\u0259 susdu.
\nBir q\u0259d\u0259r sonra susqun gec\u0259nin p\u0259rd\u0259sini aralayan p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 dill\u0259ndi:
\n\u2014 Bilirs\u0259n… atam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyirdi ki, bir g\u00fcn \u015eu\u015fada yen\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan bayra\u011f\u0131 dal\u011falanacaq.
\nG\u0259nc \u0259sg\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rini uzaqlara dikdi.
\n\u2014 M\u0259n o g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm…
\nDostu ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sald\u0131.
\nHe\u00e7 biri daha dan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki h\u0259min gec\u0259 onlar\u0131n \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259k dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\nC\u0131d\u0131r d\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259k c\u00f6vlan edirdi.
\nDa\u011flar\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259si d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi.
\nQaraba\u011f art\u0131q susmurdu.
\nH\u0259min gec\u0259 bir ana televizorun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u0259ll\u0259rini \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 tutub sevincd\u0259n, i\u00e7ind\u0259 titr\u0259y\u0259n f\u0259r\u0259hd\u0259n h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.
\nOnun o\u011flu m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n qay\u0131tmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n\u015e\u0259hid olmu\u015fdu.
\nEkranda \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259ri g\u00f6st\u0259rilirdi.
\nAna ekrana uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t baxd\u0131.
\nSonra divardak\u0131 o\u011flunun \u015f\u0259klin\u0259 \u00e7evrildi.
\n\u015e\u0259kild\u0259 o\u011flunun \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 sakit bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm vard\u0131.
\nAna aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b \u015f\u0259klin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayand\u0131.
\n\u018flini \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259y\u0259 toxundurdu.
\n\u2014 Bala…
\nS\u0259si titr\u0259di.
\n\u2014 Arzun yerin\u0259 yetdi…
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 yanaqlar\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nAmma bu g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131nda q\u00fcrur vard\u0131.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki b\u0259zi analar a\u011flayanda bel\u0259 qalib g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrl\u0259r.
\nAna \u015f\u0259kl\u0259 baxaraq p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:
\n\u2014 S\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259din, amma m\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, bala…
\nBir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra televizordan yen\u0259 \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259ri g\u0259ldi.
\nAna g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumdu.
\nSanki o\u011flunun s\u0259sini e\u015fitdi.
\nFuad is\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlardan x\u0259b\u0259rsiz \u00f6z ota\u011f\u0131nda yaz\u0131rd\u0131.
\nAmma yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259r misrada bir \u0259sg\u0259rin n\u0259f\u0259sini hiss edirdi.
\nBir k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn\u00fcn h\u0259sr\u0259tini duyurdu.
\nBir \u015f\u0259hid anas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fidirdi.
\nO gec\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s \u00f6z d\u0259rdini ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.
\nFuad is\u0259 onlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sini bir mahn\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 birl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\nS\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n q\u0259l\u0259mi masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu.
\n\u018fll\u0259ri yorulmu\u015fdu.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259ri yuxusuzluqdan a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nAmma v\u0259r\u0259q art\u0131q \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi bo\u015f deyildi.
\nFuad p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b baxd\u0131.
\nGec\u0259nin qara p\u0259rd\u0259si \u00fcf\u00fcqd\u0259 asta-asta aralan\u0131rd\u0131.
\nDan yeri g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn yanaqlar\u0131na q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 bir r\u0259ng \u00e7\u0259kirdi.
\nS\u00fcbh \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259ssiz add\u0131mlarla g\u0259lirdi.
\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259r yava\u015f-yava\u015f i\u015f\u0131\u011fa q\u0259rq olurdu.
\nFuad aln\u0131n\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin soyuq \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259di.
\nO is\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki, uzun ill\u0259rd\u0259n sonra i\u00e7ind\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir rahatl\u0131q hiss edirdi.
\nSanki Qaraba\u011f\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259si Bak\u0131ya \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nBir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn sonra b\u0259st\u0259kar Nadir \u018fzimovla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r.
\nStudiyan\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r bir sakitlik vard\u0131.
\nDivarlarda k\u00f6hn\u0259 notlar, musiqi al\u0259tl\u0259ri, ill\u0259rin xatir\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nFuad i\u00e7\u0259ri daxil olanda bir anl\u0131q dayand\u0131.
\nNadir m\u00fc\u0259llim onu qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131.
\n\u2014 G\u0259lmis\u0259n?
\n\u2014 G\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.
\n\u2014 S\u00f6zl\u0259r yan\u0131ndad\u0131r?
\nFuad \u0259lind\u0259ki qovlu\u011fu g\u00f6st\u0259rdi.
\n\u2014 Buradad\u0131r.
\nNadir m\u00fc\u0259llim qovlu\u011fu ald\u0131.
\nBir ne\u00e7\u0259 s\u0259hif\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\nSonra pianonun arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7di.
\nFuad k\u0259narda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nNadir m\u00fc\u0259llimin barmaqlar\u0131 asta-asta dill\u0259r\u0259 toxundu.
\n\u0130lk s\u0259sl\u0259r otaqda yay\u0131landa Fuad ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sald\u0131.
\nBu, adi melodiya deyildi.
\nSanki \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131…
\nSanki C\u0131d\u0131r d\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259k g\u0259lirdi…
\nSanki Xan q\u0131z\u0131 Nat\u0259van\u0131n \u0130sa bula\u011f\u0131ndan su s\u0259si e\u015fidilirdi…
\nFuad g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumdu.
\nMelodiya y\u00fcks\u0259ldikc\u0259 otaqdak\u0131 h\u0259r k\u0259s susurdu.
\nHe\u00e7 kim bir s\u00f6z demirdi.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki b\u0259zi musiqil\u0259r qulaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yox, \u00fcr\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaz\u0131l\u0131r.
\nNadir m\u00fc\u0259llim ifan\u0131 yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q saxlay\u0131b Fuada baxd\u0131.
\n\u2014 Nec\u0259dir?
\nFuad bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t cavab verm\u0259di.
\n\u2014 Sanki \u015eu\u015fan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m.
\nNadir m\u00fc\u0259llim asta g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.
\n\u2014 M\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259 bunu ist\u0259yirdim.
\nSonra bir q\u0259d\u0259r susdu.
\n\u2014 Bu \u0259s\u0259r tarix olacaq…
\nFuad asta g\u00fcld\u00fc.
\n\u2014 Yox…
\nNadir m\u00fc\u0259llim qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131.
\n\u2014 Niy\u0259 yox?
\nFuad v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259r\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\n\u2014 Bu \u0259s\u0259r xalq\u0131n olacaq…
\nNadir m\u00fc\u0259llim ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi.
\n\u2014 El\u0259 is\u0259 davam ed\u0259k.
\nMahn\u0131n\u0131 kimin oxuyaca\u011f\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131na eyni ad g\u0259ldi \u2014 Brilliant Dada\u015fova.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki bu \u0259s\u0259ri sad\u0259c\u0259 oxumaq olmazd\u0131.
\nOnu ya\u015famaq laz\u0131m idi.
\nStudiyada ilk ifa g\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0259rib\u0259 bir h\u0259y\u0259can vard\u0131.
\nBrilliant xan\u0131m mikrofonun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nFuad bir q\u0259d\u0259r arxada dayan\u0131b ona bax\u0131rd\u0131.
\nNadir m\u00fc\u0259llim pultun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda idi.
\nBir ne\u00e7\u0259 saniy\u0259lik s\u00fckutdan sonra musiqi ba\u015flad\u0131.
\n\u0130lk s\u0259sl\u0259r studiyan\u0131n divarlar\u0131na yay\u0131ld\u0131.
\n\u0130lk misralar s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 otaqda sanki zaman dayand\u0131.
\nBrilliant xan\u0131m\u0131n s\u0259sind\u0259 h\u0259m nisgil vard\u0131, h\u0259m q\u00fcrur…
\nSanki ill\u0259rl\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f bir xalq dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\nFuad ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sald\u0131.
\nBir anl\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumdu.
\nMahn\u0131 davam edirdi.
\nO, yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259ri indi ba\u015fqa bir s\u0259sd\u0259n e\u015fidirdi.
\nV\u0259 h\u0259min anda ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, b\u0259zi s\u00f6zl\u0259r m\u00fc\u0259llifin \u0259lind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xandan sonra art\u0131q yaln\u0131z ona m\u0259xsus olmur.
\nOnlar dinl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rin yadda\u015f\u0131na ke\u00e7ir.
\nMahn\u0131 bit\u0259nd\u0259 he\u00e7 kim d\u0259rhal dan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131.
\nS\u00fckut vard\u0131.
\nD\u0259rin v\u0259 m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s bir s\u00fckut…
\nNadir m\u00fc\u0259llim pultun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nBrilliant xan\u0131m mikrofonun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda susurdu.
\nSonra studiyan\u0131n bir k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 duran ya\u015fl\u0131 s\u0259s rejissoru g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 gizl\u0259tm\u0259d\u0259n dedi:
\n\u2014 M\u0259n bu g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259yim\u0259 inanm\u0131rd\u0131m…
\nHe\u00e7 kim ona cavab verm\u0259di.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki b\u0259z\u0259n bir c\u00fcml\u0259y\u0259 cavab verm\u0259k laz\u0131m olmur.
\nH\u0259min g\u00fcn \u201cQaraba\u011f-\u015eu\u015fa\u201d art\u0131q mahn\u0131 olmaqdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nO, bir xalq\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131na \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi.
\n\u018fs\u0259r yay\u0131mland\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn \u00f6lk\u0259nin h\u0259r yerin\u0259 yay\u0131ld\u0131.
\nBak\u0131da ma\u015f\u0131nlardan s\u0259sl\u0259ndi.
\nK\u0259nd evl\u0259rind\u0259 radiolardan e\u015fidildi.
\n\u018fsg\u0259rl\u0259r s\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 qulaq asd\u0131.
\n\u015e\u0259hid analar\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 dinl\u0259di.
\nK\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn qocalar \u0259ll\u0259rini g\u00f6y\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131b dua etdi.
\nQubadl\u0131dan did\u0259rgin d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 bir ki\u015fi mahn\u0131n\u0131 dinl\u0259y\u0259rk\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131 ovuclay\u0131b a\u011flad\u0131.
\n\u018flind\u0259ki torpaq barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan yava\u015f-yava\u015f t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\n\u2014 Biz qay\u0131d\u0131r\u0131q…
\n\u2014 dedi.
\nYan\u0131nda oturan n\u0259v\u0259si ona baxd\u0131.
\n\u2014 Baba, s\u0259n orada ya\u015fam\u0131san?
\nQoca ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131.
\n\u2014 Ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam, bala.
\n\u2014 M\u0259n d\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m?
\nQoca n\u0259v\u0259sinin \u0259lini tutdu.
\n\u2014 Ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.
\n\u2014 M\u0259n k\u0259ndimizi g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m ax\u0131…
\nQoca g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.
\n\u2014 G\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.
\nU\u015faq g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumdu.
\nHe\u00e7 vaxt g\u00f6rm\u0259diyi k\u0259ndi x\u0259yal etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.
\nBir ev t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etdi.
\nBir h\u0259y\u0259t.
\nBir a\u011fac.
\nBir yol.
\nV\u0259 uzaqda da\u011flar…
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki bir mahn\u0131 b\u0259z\u0259n insanlara yol g\u00f6st\u0259rir.
\nG\u00fcnl\u0259r ke\u00e7irdi.
\nArt\u0131q insanlar Qaraba\u011fa qay\u0131d\u0131\u015fdan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\nTeleviziyalarda \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259ri g\u00f6st\u0259rilirdi.
\nDa\u011f\u0131d\u0131lm\u0131\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r, g\u00fcll\u0259 izl\u0259ri, viran qalm\u0131\u015f evl\u0259r…
\nAmma q\u0259rib\u0259 idi…
\nO xarabal\u0131qlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 bel\u0259 h\u0259yat g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki torpaq sahibini tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131.
\nSanki uzun ill\u0259rd\u0259n sonra qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lan evl\u0259r \u00f6z sahibinin ayaq s\u0259sl\u0259rini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.
\nSanki da\u011flar ill\u0259r boyu saxlad\u0131qlar\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259si indi geri qaytar\u0131rd\u0131.
\nBir g\u00fcn Fuad yenid\u0259n mahn\u0131n\u0131 dinl\u0259di.
\nP\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nArt\u0131q hava qaral\u0131rd\u0131.
\nG\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kilir, ax\u015fam is\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin damarlar\u0131na s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259ssiz dolurdu.
\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259rin \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 ax\u015fam\u0131n sakitliyi \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nG\u00f6yd\u0259 son i\u015f\u0131qlar yava\u015f-yava\u015f s\u00f6n\u00fcr, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 lampalar\u0131 bir-bir yanaraq gec\u0259nin g\u0259li\u015fini x\u0259b\u0259r verirdi.
\n\u0130nsanlar \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fcn yor\u011funlu\u011funu arxada qoyub evl\u0259rin\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259smirdil\u0259r.
\nSanki he\u00e7 kim h\u0259min g\u00fcn\u00fc bitirm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi.
\n\u015eu\u015fa is\u0259 qalibiyy\u0259tin \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tli s\u00fckutuna b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nBird\u0259n uzaqdan yen\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n siqnallar\u0131 e\u015fidildi.
\nFuad p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\nBir u\u015faq k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 bayraq yell\u0259dirdi.
\nBayraq k\u00fcl\u0259yin i\u00e7ind\u0259 dal\u011falan\u0131rd\u0131.
\nFuad k\u00f6n\u00fcld\u0259n \u00e7ox sevindi.
\n\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259 sakit bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm yarand\u0131.
\nO an anlad\u0131 ki, b\u0259zi \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259r yaz\u0131lm\u0131r.
\nOnlar taled\u0259n do\u011fulur.
\n\u201cQaraba\u011f-\u015eu\u015fa\u201d da el\u0259 idi.
\nBu \u0259s\u0259r n\u0259 \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 alq\u0131\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.
\nBu \u0259s\u0259r bir xalq\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n do\u011fmu\u015fdu.
\nFuad bir daha masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyulmu\u015f ilk v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259r\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\nO v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259rd\u0259ki c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259r art\u0131q ona ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nBir vaxtlar bo\u015f olan s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259r indi bir yolun ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131.
\n\u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259kdi.
\nYeni mahn\u0131lar yaz\u0131lacaqd\u0131.
\nYeni s\u0259sl\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi.
\nAmma \u201cQaraba\u011f-\u015eu\u015fa\u201d ba\u015fqa qalacaqd\u0131.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki o mahn\u0131 notlardan yaranmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nO, Z\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n do\u011fulmu\u015fdu.
\nV\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 insanlar bir \u015feyi yenid\u0259n hiss ed\u0259c\u0259kdi:
\n\u015eu\u015fa art\u0131q azadd\u0131r…
\nFuad p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131.
\nOtaqda mahn\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 e\u015fidilirdi.
\nGec\u0259 yenid\u0259n Bak\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 enirdi.
\nAmma bu d\u0259f\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin n\u0259f\u0259si ba\u015fqa idi.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki uzaqlarda bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r azad olmu\u015fdu.
\nBir xalq\u0131n ill\u0259rl\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259 da\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259sr\u0259t bir az y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi.
\nV\u0259 Fuad bilirdi ki, yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259s\u0259r art\u0131q onun masas\u0131ndak\u0131 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259r\u0259 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131r.
\nO, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n\u0130nsanlar\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131na k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\n\u018fsg\u0259rl\u0259rin s\u0259ng\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n\u015e\u0259hid analar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nK\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcnl\u0259rin dualar\u0131nda s\u0259sl\u0259nmi\u015fdi.
\nBir u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n he\u00e7 vaxt g\u00f6rm\u0259diyi do\u011fma k\u0259nd haqq\u0131nda qurdu\u011fu x\u0259yala \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi.
\nV\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259qiq\u0259t el\u0259 bu idi:
\nB\u0259zi \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259r m\u00fc\u0259llifind\u0259n ayr\u0131ld\u0131qdan sonra \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131r.
\n\u201cQaraba\u011f-\u015eu\u015fa\u201d da art\u0131q \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.
\n\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n k\u00fcl\u0259yi kimi…
\nC\u0131d\u0131r d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn n\u0259f\u0259si kimi…
\n\u0130sa bula\u011f\u0131n\u0131n suyu kimi…
\nXar\u0131 b\u00fclb\u00fcl g\u00fcl\u00fc kimi…
\nV\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 bir h\u0259qiq\u0259ti xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131:
\n\u015eu\u015fa bizimdir.
\nQaraba\u011f bizimdir.
\nQaraba\u011f Az\u0259rbaycand\u0131r.
\nNec\u0259 ki, M\u00fcz\u0259ff\u0259r Ali Ba\u015f Komandan\u0131m\u0131z demi\u015fdi:
\n\u201c\u018fziz \u015eu\u015fa, s\u0259n azadsan! \u018fziz \u015eu\u015fa, biz qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015f\u0131q! \u018fziz \u015eu\u015fa, biz s\u0259ni dir\u00e7\u0259ld\u0259c\u0259yik! \u015eu\u015fa bizimdir! Qaraba\u011f bizimdir! Qaraba\u011f Az\u0259rbaycand\u0131r!\u201d<\/p>\n
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