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\nqap\u0131da yar, yar, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcs\u0259n.<\/p>\n
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\nsell\u0259r m\u0259ni g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n.
\nAl\u0131b \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b qayal\u0131\u011fa dal\u011falar
\nbir-birin\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n
\ng\u00f6z\u00fcm k\u00f6k\u00fc saralar da, solar da.
\nYaz bir g\u0259lsin, b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 t\u0259k kollarda,
\nboynub\u00fck\u00fck bitir\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n
\ndoda\u011f\u0131m s\u00f6z, dilim \u015feir \u015feirdi.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 bir g\u00fcn ald\u0131 biri g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc,
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\nbundan sonra n\u0259 satacaq, de al\u0131m?
\nSon s\u00f6z\u00fcn n\u0259, ya gedmimi ya qal\u0131m?
\nYoxsa bir g\u00fcn itir\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n?<\/p>\n
\ndinc durmuram, yaz\u0131b yen\u0259 silir\u0259m.
\nHe\u00e7 olmasa a Qorxa\u011f\u0131m, \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m,
\n\u0259c\u0259l \u00f6z\u00fcn yetir\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n…<\/p>\n
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n sonra m\u0259n G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi itirdim.
\nQaranl\u0131qd\u0131 i\u00e7 d\u00fcnyam\u0131n h\u0259r k\u00fcnc\u00fc,
\ndivarlar\u0131 tuta tuta kor kimi,
\nbu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bo\u015flu\u011fuyla gedirdim.<\/p>\n
\n\u00fcf\u00fcqd\u0259ki i\u015fart\u0131n\u0131n dal\u0131nca.
\n\u00dcmid idi, inam idi, bilmir\u0259m,
\napar\u0131rd\u0131 \u00f6m\u00fcr adl\u0131 yollar\u0131
\n\u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 birc\u0259 gil\u0259 qal\u0131nca.<\/p>\n
\nq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131m Tanr\u0131 pay\u0131 at\u0259\u015f\u0259.
\nOdp\u0259r\u0259stlik k\u00f6k\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131,
\nbilirdim ki, bilirdim ki Yer \u00fcz\u00fc
\nqovu\u015facaq m\u0259nim kimi G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259.<\/p>\n
\ng\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k dodaqlarda s\u00f6z soldu.
\nKims\u0259 bir g\u00fcn dem\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k bilir\u0259m,
\n\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259k bir-birin\u0259 bax\u0131b da, –
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\nS\u0131x\u0131b \u015foralaram seli g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n.
\nK\u00fckr\u0259yib baxmaram \u00f6n\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xana,
\nya\u011f\u0131\u015fam, ya\u011faram \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n.<\/p>\n
\nkim m\u0259n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259k yuva u\u00e7urma?!
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\ndeyim leysanlara dayan, ta ya\u011fma!<\/p>\n
\nm\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 koldak\u0131 bala k\u0259klikd\u0259n.
\nU\u00e7uq bir komada kims\u0259siz qar\u0131,
\nbel\u0259 c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcr t\u0259klikd\u0259n.<\/p>\n
\ns\u0259nin n\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn d\u0259rin d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259?
\nBel\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 edib \u0259lind\u0259 t\u00fcf\u0259ng,
\nov\u00e7u pusqu qurub yax\u0131n b\u0259r\u0259d\u0259!<\/p>\n
\nM\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 d\u00fcnyadan, h\u0259r g\u00fcn f\u0131rlan\u0131r.
\nYer \u00fcz\u00fcn d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259mi qal\u0131b,
\nh\u0259r g\u00fcn bir yerind\u0259n qan \u015foralan\u0131r…<\/p>\n