{"id":83644,"date":"2026-08-19T18:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-08-19T14:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/odlar.media\/?p=83644"},"modified":"2026-08-20T09:26:40","modified_gmt":"2026-08-20T05:26:40","slug":"bir-qucaq-sevgi-fuad-bil%c9%99suvarli-yazir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/odlar.media\/?p=83644","title":{"rendered":"Bir qucaq sevgi…- Fuad Bil\u0259suvarl\u0131 yaz\u0131r"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\u015e\u0259xsiyy\u0259tin\u0259 v\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na b\u00f6y\u00fck r\u0259\u011fb\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259diyim R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cidin \u00f6z avtoqraf\u0131 il\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ” S\u0259b\u0259bi s\u0259ns\u0259n” sevgi<\/span>\u00a0\u015feirl\u0259ri kitab\u0131n\u0131 sonsuz maraqla oxudum. 2019 – cu ild\u0259 Mut\u0259rcim n\u0259\u015friyyat\u0131nda i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f bu topluda R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cidin m\u00fcxt\u0259lif ill\u0259rd\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131,\u00a0bir<\/span>\u00a0\u00e7oxlar\u0131na mahn\u0131lar b\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f\u00a0sevgi<\/span>\u00a0\u015feirl\u0259ri toplan\u0131b. T\u0259xmin\u0259n 150 – \u0259 yax\u0131n \u015feirin yer ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu toplu m\u0259n dey\u0259rdim ki, \u0259sl m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t \u00e7\u0259l\u0259ngidir. Bu \u015feirl\u0259rin h\u0259r birind\u0259 R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cidin \u00fcr\u0259yinin \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131,\u00a0sevgi<\/span>\u00a0hissl\u0259rini \u00e7ox yax\u0131ndan duyuruq. \u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259n yazanda, m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s hissl\u0259ri poeziyaya \u00e7evir\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l olur. R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cid poeziya al\u0259mind\u0259\u00a0 t\u0259z\u0259 adam deyil. 30 ild\u0259n \u00e7oxdur ki, o, bu yolun yol\u00e7ususdur. Onu duy\u011fuland\u0131ran, t\u0259sirl\u0259ndir\u0259n n\u0259cib hisl\u0259ri\u00a0bir<\/span>\u00a0\u015fair kimi\u00a0 oxucular\u0131na t\u0259qdim edir. Bu \u015feirl\u0259ri oxuyursan, hiss edirs\u0259n ki,\u00a0 sanki s\u0259nin \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n anlar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ks etdirir bu misralar. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u00e7ox s\u0259mimi v\u0259 t\u0259biidir.<\/div>\n
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-Yadda\u015f\u0131mda n\u0259 qal\u0131b ki,
\nSirli k\u0259l\u0259kd\u0259n savay\u0131.
\nSin\u0259min alt\u0131nda n\u0259 var,
\nT\u0259\u015fn\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n savay\u0131.<\/div>\n
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F\u00fczuli t\u0259k yanan ney\u0259m,
\nT\u0259nha atl\u0131, t\u0259k g\u0259miy\u0259m,
\nKims\u0259 yox, d\u0259rdimi dey\u0259m,<\/div>\n
\u018fs\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259n savay\u0131.<\/div>\n
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Bar\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259rdi\u015fim var,
\nAl\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m v\u0259rdi\u015fim var,
\nM\u0259nim \u00f6zg\u0259 n\u0259 i\u015fim var,
\nS\u0259ni sevm\u0259kd\u0259n savay\u0131.<\/div>\n
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M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t h\u0259r\u00a0bir<\/span>\u00a0\u015fair \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259b\u0259di m\u00f6vzudur. H\u0259r \u015fair bu m\u00f6vzunu\u00a0bir<\/span>\u00a0c\u00fcr halland\u0131r\u0131r.\u00a0Bir<\/span>\u00a0mahn\u0131da deyildiyi kimi: “Bu m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tki deyirl\u0259r, O sa\u011falmaz\u00a0bir<\/span>\u00a0azard\u0131r…” R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cid d\u0259\u00a0sevgi<\/span> \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 yaz\u0131r:<\/div>\n
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\u00dcmidim qal\u0131bd\u0131 s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259,
\nO k\u00fcncd\u0259 bir n\u0259rgiz topas\u0131 kimi.
\nA\u00e7d\u0131m ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n,
\nQ\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 kimi.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n g\u0259lib \u00e7atanda getmi\u015fdin art\u0131q,
\nKims\u0259 d\u0259 h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259 qalmay\u0131b indi.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn suallar\u0131n cavab\u0131 ayd\u0131n,
\nCavabs\u0131z m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 qalmay\u0131b indi.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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\u00a0Fikir adam\u0131 R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cidin da\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 titullar v\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259rl\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olduqdan sonra, m\u0259ni heyr\u0259t b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131, jurnalist, \u018fm\u0259kdar\u00a0 M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t \u0130\u015f\u00e7isi, 525 – ci q\u0259zetin ba\u015f redaktoru,\u00a0 Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar birliyind\u0259 s\u0259dr\u00a0 m\u00fcavini, ondan \u0259vv\u0259l g\u0259nc yazarlar \u00fczr\u0259 katib, n\u0259hay\u0259t M\u0259tbuat \u015furas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259dri. \u018fslind\u0259 sadalanan v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259rin h\u0259r biri adamdan h\u0259dsiz g\u0259rgin \u0259m\u0259k, daim axtar\u0131\u015fda olmaq kimi v\u0259rdi\u015fl\u0259r t\u0259l\u0259b edir. V\u0259 R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cid b\u00fct\u00fcn bu i\u015fl\u0259rin \u00f6hd\u0259sind\u0259n \u00f6hd\u0259sind\u0259n layiqinc\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcc, q\u00fcvv\u0259 tap\u0131r. B\u0259s R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cid poetik hissl\u0259rin q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 alma\u011fa nec\u0259 vaxt tap\u0131r?! Ax\u0131, \u015feir el\u0259 – bel\u0259 yaranm\u0131r. \u015eeir janr\u0131 istedad\u0131n, yuxusuz gec\u0259l\u0259rin, s\u0259rh\u0259dsiz z\u0259hm\u0259tin b\u0259hr\u0259sidir. N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cid bu i\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 laz\u0131m\u0131nca vaxt tapa bilir. \u0130lham p\u0259risi il\u0259 poeziya al\u0259mind\u0259 d\u0259 u\u011furlu add\u0131mlar at\u0131r.<\/div>\n
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Y\u00fcz d\u0259f\u0259 yu, min d\u0259f\u0259 sil,
\nH\u0259r yana, h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 sil.
\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0131z\u0131ldayacaq,
\nYen\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k n\u0259f\u0259si.
\nNeyl\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k
\n\u018flind\u0259ki \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f yeri.<\/div>\n
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\u00c7\u0131xar bu fikri ba\u015f\u0131ndan,
\nK\u00fcs\u00fcb dayanma qar\u015f\u0131mda.
\nGizl\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259k,
\nNeyl\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k
\n\u018flind\u0259ki \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f yeri.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cid \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,\u00a0bir<\/span>\u00a0\u015fair kimi, m\u00f6vzu q\u0131tl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yoxdur. Sanki b\u00f6y\u00fck dramaturqumuz C\u0259f\u0259r Cabbarl\u0131n\u0131n dediyi kimi, “m\u00f6vzu \u00f6z\u00fc onu tap\u0131r.” Ham\u0131m\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn adi\u00a0\u00a0bir<\/span>\u00a0hal olan hadis\u0259 R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cidin bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda poetik\u00a0bir<\/span>\u00a0m\u0259naya \u00e7evirilir, daha do\u011frusu, min d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 \u00fczl\u0259\u015fdiyimiz bu olaya R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cid \u0259sl poetik don geydirir.<\/p>\n

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Sa\u011f ol” dem\u0259, vida etm\u0259,
\nZamand\u0131sa, vaxtd\u0131sa, get.
\nGetm\u0259yinin g\u0259r\u0259kliyi
\nQalma\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7oxdusa, get.<\/p>\n

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Bir<\/span>\u00a0m\u0259n qal\u0131m,\u00a0bir<\/span>\u00a0d\u0259rd-s\u0259rim,
\nH\u0259d\u0259r oldu \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259rim.
\nP\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131yla dedikl\u0259rim,
\nYadda\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131sa, get.<\/p>\n

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Qaysaqlanar yen\u0259 yaram,
\nS\u0131zlamaram, a\u011flamaram
\nS\u0259ni yoldan saxlamaram –
\nSoldusa get, sa\u011fd\u0131sa get.<\/p>\n

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Bir<\/span>\u00a0s\u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 m\u0259nal\u0131yd\u0131,
\nG\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnl\u0259 m\u0259nal\u0131yd\u0131.
\nM\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259nl\u0259 m\u0259nal\u0131yd\u0131
\nS\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259na yoxdusa, get.<\/p>\n

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R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cidin\u00a0sevgi<\/span>\u00a0\u015feirl\u0259ri\u00a0bir<\/span>\u00a0daha g\u00f6st\u0259rir ki, insan h\u0259r\u00a0bir<\/span>\u00a0ya\u015fda, lap 50, 60, 70\u00a0 ya\u015fda da sev\u0259 bil\u0259r.
\nYa\u015f demi\u015fk\u0259n, bu ilin avqust ay\u0131nda R\u0259\u015fad m\u00fc\u0259llimin 62 ya\u015f\u0131 tamam olacaq. Qoy bu ki\u00e7ik qeydl\u0259rim d\u0259, daim qay\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 diqq\u0259tini \u00fcz\u0259rimd\u0259 hiss etdiyim sevimli yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131m\u0131za g\u0259nc \u015fair – jurnalistin\u00a0 q\u0259l\u0259mind\u0259n s\u00f6z h\u0259diyy\u0259si olsun.
\n\u201cS\u0259b\u0259bi s\u0259ns\u0259n\u201d adl\u0131 toplu il\u0259 \u015f\u0259xsi kitabxanamda d\u0259y\u0259rli kitablardan biri d\u0259 artd\u0131. Ka\u015f bel\u0259 kitablar \u00e7ox olayd\u0131.
\n\u0130nsan\u0131 sevgi\u00a0<\/span>ya\u015fad\u0131r. Sevgi\u00a0<\/span>varsa, h\u0259yat var. Siz d\u0259 y\u00fcz ya\u015fay\u0131n, R\u0259\u015fad m\u00fc\u0259llim!!!
\nH\u0259yat davam edir. Biz oxucular\u0131 is\u0259 R\u0259\u015fad m\u00fc\u0259llimd\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259ri ehtizaza g\u0259tir\u0259n\u00a0sevgi<\/span>\u00a0dolu \u015feirl\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259yirik…<\/p>\n