{"id":79218,"date":"2026-06-08T17:01:25","date_gmt":"2026-06-08T13:01:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/odlar.media\/?p=79218"},"modified":"2026-06-08T23:32:28","modified_gmt":"2026-06-08T19:32:28","slug":"bir-yasli-n%c9%99f%c9%99si-g%c9%99lm%c9%99y%c9%99n-evd%c9%99-fuad-bil%c9%99suvarli-yazir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/odlar.media\/?p=79218","title":{"rendered":"Bir ya\u015fl\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259si g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n evd\u0259&#8230;- Fuad Bil\u0259suvarl\u0131 yaz\u0131r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em><strong>\u018fziz Asif babam\u0131n \u0259ziz xatir\u0259sin\u0259 ithaf etdiyim esse-elegiya<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259zi insanlar \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc il\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 bir insan\u0131n yoxlu\u011funu yaratm\u0131rlar. Onlar ged\u0259nd\u0259 evl\u0259rin havas\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fir, divarlar\u0131n r\u0259ngi solur, qap\u0131lar a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b ba\u011flan\u0131r, stullar bel\u0259 kims\u0259siz g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. El\u0259 bil bir evd\u0259n insan yox, n\u0259f\u0259s gedir, i\u015f\u0131q gedir, s\u0259s gedir. H\u0259tta zaman da dayan\u0131r.<br \/>\n\u018fziz babam \u2014 Asif \u018fzim o\u011flu C\u0259f\u0259rovun gedi\u015fi bizim evd\u0259n bir insan\u0131 yox, bir \u00f6mr\u00fc apard\u0131. O ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra evimizin h\u0259r k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir s\u00fckut ya\u015fay\u0131r. H\u0259min s\u00fckutun i\u00e7ind\u0259 is\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox onun s\u0259si \u00e7atm\u0131r qula\u011f\u0131m\u0131za. \u0130ndi anlay\u0131ram ki, bir evi ev ed\u0259n da\u015f-divar deyilmi\u015f. Bir ya\u015fl\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259siymi\u015f. Bir a\u011fsaqqal\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ym\u0131\u015f. Bir insan\u0131n \u201cevd\u0259y\u0259m\u201d dem\u0259d\u0259n ev\u0259 verdiyi rahatl\u0131q imi\u015f.<br \/>\nM\u0259n bu a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fayandan sonra \u00f6z \u015feirimin misralar\u0131n\u0131 daha d\u0259rind\u0259n anlad\u0131m:<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u018fz\u0259ld\u0259n bu olub do\u011fru, h\u0259qiq\u0259t,<br \/>\nB\u00f6y\u00fcks\u00fcz evl\u0259rd\u0259 olmur s\u0259ad\u0259t&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 olmurmu\u015f&#8230;<br \/>\nBabam sa\u011f olanda biz bunu hiss etmirdik. El\u0259 bilirdik h\u0259r \u015fey h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 davam ed\u0259c\u0259k. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 o s\u00fcfr\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131nda oturacaq. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 asta s\u0259sl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015facaq. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 qap\u0131dan gir\u0259nd\u0259 ev\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir rahatl\u0131q dolacaq. \u0130nsan \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck nem\u0259tl\u0259rin q\u0259drini onlar\u0131 itir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra anlay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi o evd\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey yerind\u0259dir&#8230; Stol da ordad\u0131r, kitablar\u0131 da, eyn\u0259yi d\u0259, ill\u0259rl\u0259 toxundu\u011fu qap\u0131lar da. Amma he\u00e7 n\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi deyil. \u00c7\u00fcnki o n\u0259f\u0259s yoxdur.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u018fn \u015firin n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r a\u011f\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fcr,<br \/>\nS\u00f6n\u00fcr \u0259b\u0259dilik \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6n\u00fcr&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Babam ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra evimizd\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131raq s\u00f6nd\u00fc. Bir vaxtlar qonaql\u0131-qaral\u0131 olan otaqlar indi q\u0259rib\u0259 s\u0259ssizliy\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb. Divarlar adam\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lir. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r bel\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. M\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r \u015feird\u0259 \u201cda\u015f divar da can verir, \u00f6l\u00fcr\u201d misras\u0131n\u0131 yazanda bunun bu q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131r h\u0259qiq\u0259t oldu\u011funu bilmirdim. \u0130ndi anlay\u0131ram ki, insan \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 onunla birlikd\u0259 ev d\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcr.<br \/>\n\u018fziz babam t\u0259kc\u0259 ail\u0259 ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 deyildi. O, bir m\u0259kt\u0259b idi. Bir ocaq idi. 20 il\u0259 yax\u0131n Bil\u0259suvar rayonunun Ba\u011fbanlar k\u0259ndind\u0259 Ayd\u0131n H\u0259s\u0259nov ad\u0131na orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin direktoru, dil v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat m\u00fc\u0259llimi kimi \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma o, m\u00fc\u0259llimliyi pe\u015f\u0259 kimi ya\u015fam\u0131rd\u0131. M\u00fc\u0259llimlik onun taleyi idi.<br \/>\n\u015eagirdl\u0259rinin ad\u0131n\u0131 ill\u0259rl\u0259 unutmayan, k\u0259ndin h\u0259r u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini \u00f6z \u00f6vlad\u0131 kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n adam idi. M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 ke\u00e7iril\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259d\u0259bi gec\u0259l\u0259rin m\u00fc\u0259llifi o olmu\u015fdu. \u018fd\u0259biyyat kabinetini sev\u0259-sev\u0259 yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Kitablar\u0131n tozunu bel\u0259 ehtiramla sil\u0259n adamlardan idi. Babam h\u0259m \u015fair-jurnalist, h\u0259m d\u0259 toylar\u0131n, m\u00fch\u00fcm t\u0259dbirl\u0259rin apar\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 idi.<br \/>\nB\u0259z\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m&#8230; \u0130nsan bir m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6m\u00fcr ver\u0259r, amma ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bir \u015f\u0259kli bel\u0259 divardan as\u0131lmaz? Bir q\u0259r\u0259nfil bel\u0259 qoyulmaz? Bu, adam\u0131n i\u00e7ini yand\u0131r\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnki o m\u0259kt\u0259bin h\u0259r da\u015f\u0131nda onun izi vard\u0131. H\u0259r d\u0259hlizd\u0259 add\u0131m s\u0259si vard\u0131. H\u0259r sinifd\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259si vard\u0131.<br \/>\nBabam\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck arzular\u0131ndan biri Birinci Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sinin \u015f\u0259hidi olmu\u015f Ayd\u0131n H\u0259s\u0259novun ad\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fatmaq idi. Bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kdi. \u00c7ox qap\u0131lar d\u00f6yd\u00fc. V\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259t k\u0259nd m\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259 h\u0259min ad verildi. Bu g\u00fcn insanlar sad\u0259c\u0259 bir m\u0259kt\u0259b ad\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrl\u0259r. M\u0259n is\u0259 o ad\u0131n arxas\u0131nda babam\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u018fn a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 olan is\u0259 budur ki, insan h\u0259yatda \u0259n \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q etdiyi adamlardan s\u0131n\u0131r. Ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim bizim evin \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yini yeyib, s\u00fcfr\u0259mizin duzunu dadm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Babam \u00f6z \u00f6vlad\u0131na etm\u0259diyini onlara etmi\u015fdi. Amma sonradan h\u0259min insanlar\u0131n diqq\u0259tsizliyini g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r idi. \u0130nsan qocalanda \u0259n \u00e7ox unudulmaqdan qorxurmu\u015f&#8230;<br \/>\nBabam is\u0259 unudulma\u011f\u0131 haqq etm\u0259y\u0259n adamlardan idi.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki o h\u0259m d\u0259 \u015fair idi, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 idi, jurnalist idi, s\u00f6z\u0259 a\u015fiq adam idi. M\u0259n bu g\u00fcn q\u0259l\u0259m tutanda el\u0259 bilir\u0259m \u0259limd\u0259n onun \u0259li ke\u00e7ir. H\u0259r yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m c\u00fcml\u0259d\u0259 onun n\u0259f\u0259sini hiss edir\u0259m. M\u0259n onun t\u0259kc\u0259 n\u0259v\u0259si deyil\u0259m&#8230; M\u0259n onun davam\u0131yam.<br \/>\nBabam x\u0259st\u0259likl\u0259 uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t m\u00fcbariz\u0259 apard\u0131. H\u0259r g\u00fcn bir az daha \u0259riyirdi. H\u0259r g\u00fcn bir az daha susurdu. Amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 insanlara qar\u015f\u0131 sevgisini itirm\u0259di. G\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7ind\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir yor\u011funluq vard\u0131. El\u0259 bil art\u0131q bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131ndan bezmi\u015fdi.<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn ona baxanda ilk d\u0259f\u0259 qocal\u0131\u011f\u0131n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0259ddar oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cH\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 qam\u0259ti \u015fux olan babam,<br \/>\nBelini bel\u0259 tez b\u00fck\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsan bir vaxt da\u011f kimi g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc adam\u0131n asta-asta \u00e7\u00f6km\u0259sini g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 daxilind\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r. M\u0259nim i\u00e7imd\u0259 d\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131 o g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259. \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259n babam\u0131 he\u00e7 vaxt z\u0259if t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etm\u0259mi\u015fdim. O m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 uca \u00e7inar idi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cS\u0259n ki, bir \u00e7inard\u0131n ucadan-uca&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Amma h\u0259yat \u0259n uca \u00e7inarlar\u0131 da y\u0131x\u0131rm\u0131\u015f.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi evimizin havas\u0131 a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r. El\u0259 bil zaman dayan\u0131b. H\u0259r k\u0259s dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, amma he\u00e7 kim \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi g\u00fclm\u00fcr. \u00c7\u00fcnki bir ya\u015fl\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259si g\u0259lmir art\u0131q o evd\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cH\u0259m s\u00fckutu a\u011f\u0131r, havas\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r,<br \/>\nH\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00e7\u0259k tor qurur, evi toz bas\u0131r&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bu misralar\u0131 yazanda m\u0259n b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin yas\u0131n\u0131 yazm\u0131\u015fam. \u00d6z evimizin g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k s\u00fckutunu yazm\u0131\u015fam x\u0259b\u0259rsizc\u0259.<br \/>\n\u018fn a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 anlardan biri is\u0259 son g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 bir do\u011fman\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259si v\u0259 onun g\u0259lib yoluxmamas\u0131 oldu. \u0130nsan \u00f6l\u00fcm aya\u011f\u0131nda kimis\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yib d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0259lbind\u0259 nec\u0259 yara a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r, bunu yaln\u0131z ya\u015fayan bil\u0259r. Biz o a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 vaxt unutmayaca\u011f\u0131q.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi Xalid\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259min bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda d\u0259rin bir bo\u015fluq var. M\u0259nim, anam\u0131n, qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n, balaca Aylinin g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131nda is\u0259 bitm\u0259y\u0259n bir h\u0259sr\u0259t. Evimizd\u0259 ham\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131r, amma el\u0259 bil he\u00e7 kim ya\u015fam\u0131r.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki evin ruhu gedib.<br \/>\n\u015eair N\u00fcsr\u0259t K\u0259s\u0259m\u0259nli nec\u0259 do\u011fru deyib:<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00d6l\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcr, can qurtar\u0131r,<br \/>\nM\u0259n h\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m s\u0259nsiz&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259li, biz h\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcr\u00fck s\u0259nsiz, babam&#8230;<br \/>\nS\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyada \u00e7ox yoruldun. \u00c7ox a\u011fr\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn. \u00c7ox susdun. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu d\u00fcnya s\u0259nin kimi t\u0259miz adamlara g\u00f6r\u0259 deyildi. \u0130ndi \u00e7ox sevdiyin valideynl\u0259rin\u0259, o\u011fluna, qarda\u015f\u0131n Mirz\u0259 \u0259mim\u0259 qovu\u015fmusan. Bu d\u00fcnya s\u0259n\u0259 rahatl\u0131q verm\u0259di. Bar\u0131 o biri d\u00fcnyada rahat uyu.<br \/>\nAmma bilirs\u0259nmi, babam?..<br \/>\nS\u0259n \u00f6ls\u0259n d\u0259, evimizin divarlar\u0131ndan s\u0259sin silinm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. S\u0259n \u00f6ls\u0259n d\u0259, kitablar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda n\u0259f\u0259sin qalacaq. S\u0259n \u00f6ls\u0259n d\u0259, m\u0259n h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259nin k\u00f6lg\u0259n \u00e7iynimd\u0259 dayanacaq.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki b\u0259zi insanlar \u00f6lm\u00fcrl\u0259r.<br \/>\nOnlar sad\u0259c\u0259 bir ya\u015fl\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259si g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n evin s\u00fckutuna \u00e7evrilirl\u0259r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u00f6rd\u00fcm&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 qam\u0259ti \u015fux olan babam!<br \/>\nBelini bel\u0259 tez b\u00fck\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<br \/>\n\u00d6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi g\u00f6z\u00fcm qara telin\u0259,<br \/>\nSa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox erk\u0259n t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n ki, bir \u00e7inard\u0131n ucadan-uca,<br \/>\nM\u0259clisl\u0259r b\u0259z\u0259yi, s\u00f6zl\u0259ri qoca.<br \/>\nXeyirxah olmu\u015fdun yoxsula, aca,<br \/>\nDostlar\u0131 yan\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rdin m\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259lsin, \u00e7ox a\u011fr\u0131m-ac\u0131m!<br \/>\nSevm\u0259kdi baban\u0131 n\u0259v\u0259lik borcum.<br \/>\nYaman fikirlis\u0259n, a ba\u015fda tac\u0131m,<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr divar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>__________________________<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bir ya\u015fl\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259si g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n evd\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u018fz\u0259ld\u0259n bu olub do\u011fru, h\u0259qiq\u0259t,<br \/>\nB\u00f6y\u00fcks\u00fcz evl\u0259rd\u0259 olmur s\u0259ad\u0259t.<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015fey qa\u00e7aq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr ruzi, b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t,<br \/>\nBir ya\u015fl\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259si g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n evd\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fn \u015firin n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r a\u011f\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fcr,<br \/>\nS\u00f6n\u00fcr \u0259b\u0259dilik \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6n\u00fcr.<br \/>\nCans\u0131z da\u015f divar da can verir, \u00f6l\u00fcr,<br \/>\nBir ya\u015fl\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259si g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n evd\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259d\u0259rli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr qap\u0131, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259,<br \/>\nOlmur ev-e\u015fikd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259.<br \/>\nD\u0259ymir bir yax\u015f\u0131 \u015fey g\u00f6z\u0259, n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259,<br \/>\nBir ya\u015fl\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259si g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n evd\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259m s\u00fckutu a\u011f\u0131r, havas\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r,<br \/>\nH\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00e7\u0259k tor qurur, evi toz bas\u0131r.<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 olmur bir \u015f\u0259nlik, n\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7al-\u00e7a\u011f\u0131r,<br \/>\nBir ya\u015fl\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259si g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n evd\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>_____________________________<\/p>\n<p><strong>Baba bizi t\u0259rk el\u0259din<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bu kor\u015falan c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 \u2014<br \/>\nBaba, bizi t\u0259rk el\u0259din.<br \/>\nN\u0259f\u0259sinl\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131q \u2014<br \/>\nBaba, bizi t\u0259rk el\u0259din.<\/p>\n<p>Aral\u0131qda qoydun bizi,<br \/>\nK\u0259sdin bizim dizimizi.<br \/>\nBa\u015fs\u0131z qoydun evimizi \u2014<br \/>\nBaba, bizi t\u0259rk el\u0259din.<\/p>\n<p>Uzaq d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn el-obadan,<br \/>\nDo\u011fmalardan, yurd-yuvadan.<br \/>\nYox yerini ver\u0259n insan,<br \/>\nBaba, bizi t\u0259rk el\u0259din.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fvv\u0259lin ba\u015f, sonun zindan,<br \/>\nHey narahat oldun candan.<br \/>\nCan qurtard\u0131n bu cahandan \u2014<br \/>\nBaba, bizi t\u0259rk el\u0259din.<\/p>\n<p>Ka\u015f d\u00f6n\u0259ydi \u0259vv\u0259lki \u00e7a\u011f,<br \/>\nS\u0259n olayd\u0131n yen\u0259 g\u00fcmrah.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni r\u0259hm\u0259t etsin Allah \u2014<br \/>\nBaba, bizi t\u0259rk el\u0259din.<\/p>\n<p>Ruh\u0259n bizi ya\u015fatma\u011fa,<br \/>\nLayiq idin ya\u015fama\u011fa,<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcb d\u00f6nd\u00fcn soyuq da\u015fa.<br \/>\nKi\u015fi oldun dost, qarda\u015fa \u2014<br \/>\nBaba, bizi t\u0259rk el\u0259din.<\/p>\n<p>Ayr\u0131l\u0131qdan bet\u0259r g\u00fcc\u00fcn,<br \/>\n\u00c7ox g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck \u00f6lm\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn.<br \/>\nVallah, \u00f6l\u00fcm ham\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u2014<br \/>\nBaba, bizi t\u0259rk el\u0259din.<\/p>\n<p>He\u00e7 tapmad\u0131n d\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259va,<br \/>\nR\u0259bb verm\u0259di s\u0259n\u0259 \u015f\u0259fa.<br \/>\nE\u015fidirs\u0259n, e\u015fit, baba \u2014<br \/>\nBaba, bizi t\u0259rk el\u0259din.<\/p>\n<p>Mirz\u0259 \u0259mi getdi, s\u0259n d\u0259<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrd\u00fcn yaman g\u00fcnd\u0259.<br \/>\nKa\u015f olmazd\u0131n he\u00e7 \u00e7\u0259tind\u0259 \u2014<br \/>\nBaba, bizi t\u0259rk el\u0259din.<\/p>\n<p>Do\u011fmalardan \u00f6zn\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t,<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 g\u00f6rm\u0259din s\u0259mimiyy\u0259t.<br \/>\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcn \u00f6gey m\u00fcnasib\u0259t \u2014<br \/>\nBaba, bizi t\u0259rk el\u0259din.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><strong>Asif \u018fzim o\u011flu C\u0259f\u0259rov<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><strong>03.08.1948 \u2014 20.05.2026<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><strong><em>Bil\u0259suvar rayonunun Ba\u011fbanlar k\u0259ndind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n \u015f\u0259hid Ayd\u0131n H\u0259s\u0259nov ad\u0131na tam orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 m\u0259rhum Asif \u018fzim o\u011flu C\u0259f\u0259rovun t\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcs\u00fc v\u0259 z\u0259hm\u0259ti il\u0259 yarad\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u0259d\u0259biyyat kabineti. Bu kabinet uzun ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 \u015fagirdl\u0259rin Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131na, kitab m\u00fctali\u0259sin\u0259 v\u0259 milli-m\u0259n\u0259vi d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 mara\u011f\u0131n\u0131n formala\u015fmas\u0131na xidm\u0259t edib. Asif m\u00fc\u0259llimin t\u0259hsil\u0259 v\u0259 m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t\u0259 verdiyi t\u00f6hf\u0259l\u0259rin d\u0259y\u0259rli n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n biridir.<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-79220\" src=\"https:\/\/odlar.media\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-06-08-at-15.49.16-1024x461.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"349\" height=\"157\" srcset=\"https:\/\/odlar.media\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-06-08-at-15.49.16-1024x461.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/odlar.media\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-06-08-at-15.49.16-768x346.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/odlar.media\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-06-08-at-15.49.16-1536x692.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/odlar.media\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-06-08-at-15.49.16.jpeg 1600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 349px) 100vw, 349px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" 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