{"id":70258,"date":"2026-02-11T00:28:30","date_gmt":"2026-02-10T20:28:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=70258"},"modified":"2026-02-11T00:28:30","modified_gmt":"2026-02-10T20:28:30","slug":"ur%c9%99yi-t%c9%99briz-h%c9%99sr%c9%99tiyl%c9%99-doyun%c9%99n-insan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/odlar.media\/?p=70258","title":{"rendered":"\u00dcr\u0259yi T\u0259briz h\u0259sr\u0259tiyl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n insan"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Bala\u015f Az\u0259ro\u011flu<\/strong><\/em><\/span>
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M\u0259n \u018flfini he\u00e7 vaxt sakit xat\u0131rlaya bilmir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259nim d\u0259, M\u0259din\u0259 G\u00fclg\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r, qay\u011f\u0131ya, diqq\u0259t\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 olan g\u00fcnl\u0259rimizin diqq\u0259tcil \u015fahidl\u0259rind\u0259n biri d\u0259 odur. \u00c7ox yax\u0131n idik, ail\u0259vi get-g\u0259limiz, u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131z aras\u0131nda \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t vard\u0131. V\u0259 m\u0259n \u0259v\u0259lc\u0259 el\u0259 bilirdim ki, bu \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n, m\u0259qs\u0259dsiz yaran\u0131b. Lakin \u00e7ox sonralar anlad\u0131m ki, biz c\u0259nublular\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki q\u00fcrb\u0259t m\u00f6h\u00fcr\u00fc son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 h\u0259ssas insan olan \u018flfini biz\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O biz\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f boyda istisind\u0259n q\u00fcrb\u0259tin saza\u011f\u0131nda donanlara da pay d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn, onlar da \u00f6zl\u0259rini t\u0259k-t\u0259nha hiss etm\u0259sinl\u0259r…
\nTez-tez g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fck. O zamanlar \u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u201d q\u0259zeti Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar \u0130ttifaq\u0131n\u0131n birinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015firdi. \u0130\u015f\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q \u018flfiy\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kib \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 hal-\u0259hval tutar, d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015f\u0259r, sonra yuxar\u0131 qalxard\u0131m. Hiss edirdim ki, m\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259xsusi m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti var \u2013 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ist\u0259yirdi ki, q\u0259zetd\u0259 m\u0259nim, M\u0259din\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n, ba\u015fqa c\u0259nublular\u0131n \u015ferl\u0259ri, yaz\u0131lar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259tta \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259 soru\u015fdum ki, ay \u018flfi, niy\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan ki, m\u0259ni tez-tez \u00e7ap ed\u0259s\u0259n? Q\u0131m\u0131\u015f\u0131b dedi ki, ax\u0131 s\u0259nin t\u0259x\u0259ll\u00fcs\u00fcn Az\u0259ro\u011fludur. Bel\u0259 ad da\u015f\u0131yan birisini \u00e7ap etm\u0259m\u0259k olar m\u0259g\u0259r? Sonra da tam ciddi t\u0259rzd\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 etdi ki, sizin q\u0259zet s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n h\u0259r imzan\u0131z h\u0259m d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 ox kimi d\u0259lir, h\u0259m d\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fck C\u0259nub d\u0259rdinin qaysaqlanmas\u0131na, unudulmas\u0131na imkan vermir. H\u0259r \u015feyi ondan sonra ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm v\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, onun etimad\u0131n\u0131 do\u011fruldam, q\u0259l\u0259mimi kor\u015falma\u011fa qoymayam – yazd\u0131qca yazd\u0131m. Aram\u0131zdak\u0131 bu s\u0259mimi dostluqdan yaln\u0131z m\u0259n v\u0259 M\u0259din\u0259 xan\u0131m b\u0259hr\u0259l\u0259nmirdi. Az sonra \u018flfi b\u00fct\u00fcn c\u0259nublular\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck, s\u0259mimi, qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015f dostuna, qarda\u015f\u0131na \u00e7evrildi…
\n\u018flfinin \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn yolda\u015f\u0131 R\u0259hil\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n i\u015fl\u0259diyi Kitabxana\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q texnikumunda m\u0259niml\u0259, M\u0259din\u0259 xan\u0131mla, S\u00f6hrab Tahirl\u0259, \u018fli Tud\u0259 il\u0259, H\u00f6k\u00fcm\u0259 Billuri v\u0259 ba\u015fqalar\u0131yla ke\u00e7iril\u0259n d\u0259rin m\u0259zmunlu, i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri unutmaq olmaz. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 R\u0259hil\u0259 xan\u0131m o m\u0259kt\u0259bi bir \u0259d\u0259biyyat m\u0259b\u0259din\u0259 \u00e7evirmi\u015fdi. O zamanlar\u0131n iki y\u00fcz\u0259d\u0259k m\u0259\u015fhur yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n avtoqrafl\u0131 kitablar\u0131n\u0131, nadir \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rini \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259d\u0259biyyat kabin\u0259sin\u0259 toplam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Kabin\u0259 deyildi, muzey idi, muzey!..
\nO zamanlar m\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 Elml\u0259r Akademiyas\u0131nda i\u015fl\u0259yirdim. Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar \u0130ttifaq\u0131na ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259ni \u018flfi h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259ndirdi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyirdi ki, Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar \u0130ttifaq\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn yaz\u0131-pozu adamlar\u0131n\u0131n \u201cqibl\u0259\u201dsidi, \u00e7ox ist\u0259rdim ki, s\u0259n burda i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n, lap g\u00f6z qaba\u011f\u0131nda olasan. O q\u0259d\u0259r dedi ki, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259s\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. 1969-cu ild\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259tlik Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev Az\u0259rbaycana r\u0259hb\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259ni Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar \u0130ttifaq\u0131na ke\u00e7irm\u0259k ist\u0259di. Onda Akademiyada \u015f\u00f6b\u0259 m\u00fcdirimiz olan b\u00f6y\u00fck alim Mirza\u011fa Quluzad\u0259 raz\u0131l\u0131q verm\u0259di. M\u0259n el\u0259 C\u0259nubi Az\u0259rbaycan \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sind\u0259 qal\u0131b i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259si oldum. \u0130nstitutumuzun direktoru M\u0259mm\u0259d Arif Dada\u015fzad\u0259 m\u0259ni yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b dedi ki, s\u0259ni namiz\u0259dlik dissertasiyas\u0131 m\u00fcdafi\u0259 etm\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015f elmi i\u015f\u00e7i t\u0259yin edir\u0259m v\u0259 maa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131r\u0131ram. Amma 3 il\u0259 m\u00fcdafi\u0259 etm\u0259s\u0259n h\u0259min maa\u015f k\u0259sil\u0259c\u0259k. Onda Saib T\u0259brizinin h\u0259yat v\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan dissertasiya i\u015fi yazd\u0131m v\u0259 iki ild\u0259n bir q\u0259d\u0259r ke\u00e7mi\u015f m\u00fcv\u0259ff\u0259qiyy\u0259tl\u0259 m\u00fcdafi\u0259 el\u0259dim. El\u0259 onda da m\u0259ni ilk t\u0259brik ed\u0259n \u018flfi il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 Mirz\u0259 \u0130brahimov, S\u00f6hrab Tahir, Anar v\u0259 ba\u015fqalar\u0131 oldu.
\n\u0130ndi y\u0259qin oxucular bilmir ki, \u018flfi g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015ferl\u0259r yaz\u0131rd\u0131, g\u00fccl\u00fc poetik duyumu, istedad\u0131 vard\u0131. Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015ferl\u0259ri M\u0259din\u0259 xan\u0131mdan sonra m\u00fctl\u0259q \u018flfi oxuyard\u0131. Fikir m\u00fcbadil\u0259si ed\u0259rdik, m\u0259n\u0259 qiym\u0259tli m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259r ver\u0259rdi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 dey\u0259rdim ki, niy\u0259 \u015ferin da\u015f\u0131n\u0131 atm\u0131san, niy\u0259 yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ap etdirmirs\u0259n? G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcn\u00fcb cavab verirdi ki, m\u0259n ortabab olma\u011fa al\u0131\u015f\u0131q deyil\u0259m \u2013 \u015fair olsam, ortabab\u0131ndan olacaqd\u0131m…
\nOnunla ba\u011fkl\u0131 \u0259n xo\u015f xatir\u0259l\u0259rim m\u0259ni ist\u0259r-ist\u0259m\u0259z daim \u015e\u00fcv\u0259landak\u0131 Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Evin\u0259 apar\u0131r. Ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259r orada ail\u0259vi istirah\u0259t etmi\u015fik. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 h\u0259min o istirah\u0259t evi yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131, publisistl\u0259ri bir-birin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131ran, bir-biriyl\u0259 dost, h\u0259mm\u0259sl\u0259k ed\u0259n bir m\u0259kan idi. T\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, s\u00f6z adamlar\u0131n\u0131n indi bel\u0259 bir m\u0259kan\u0131 yoxdur. Bilirsiniz, biz c\u0259nublular bura g\u0259ldiyimiz ilk ill\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259cbur\u0259n \u00f6z aram\u0131zda \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t saxlay\u0131rd\u0131q, c\u0259miyy\u0259t\u0259 tam m\u0259nada qaynay\u0131b-qar\u0131\u015fa bilmirdik. Bu \u00f6vladlar\u0131m\u0131za lap pis t\u0259sir edirdi, onlarda bir natamaml\u0131q kompleksi yarad\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fg\u0259r des\u0259m ki, bizim balalar\u0131m\u0131za Az\u0259rbaycan v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u018flfi kimi h\u0259ssas insanlarla yana\u015f\u0131, Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar evind\u0259ki insani \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t verib, he\u00e7 yan\u0131lmaram. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin ki, uzun ill\u0259r \u00f6vladlar\u0131m\u0131n ad g\u00fcn\u00fc \u018flfinin ail\u0259si s\u00fcfr\u0259mizin ba\u015f\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib. Onlar\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u0259dbirl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259 biz i\u015ftirak etmi\u015fik. Bizim g\u0259li\u015fimiz onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bayram olurdu, onlar\u0131n g\u0259li\u015fi bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn…
\nYax\u015f\u0131 yad\u0131mdad\u0131r, bir yay yen\u0259 Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar evind\u0259 idik. G\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259 bizim c\u0259nublu yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131, alim H\u0259mid M\u0259mm\u0259dzad\u0259 biz\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 Abbas P\u0259nahi haqda bir m\u0259qal\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fam, ist\u0259yir\u0259m \u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u201d q\u0259zetind\u0259 d\u0259rc el\u0259tdirim. \u018flfi d\u0259 el\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259ydi, k\u00f6\u015fkd\u0259 oturub R\u0259hil\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n d\u0259ml\u0259diyi p\u00fcrr\u0259ngi \u00e7aydan i\u00e7ir, h\u0259rd\u0259nbir d\u0259 \u0259linin i\u015far\u0259siyl\u0259 m\u0259ni d\u0259 yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 H\u0259midl\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 ona yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131q, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni a\u00e7\u0131b m\u0259qal\u0259ni verdik.Dedi narahat olmay\u0131n, \u00e7\u0131xacaq. \u0130ki g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra m\u0259qal\u0259 q\u0259zetd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. El\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcn bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 Abbas P\u0259nahi d\u0259 \u015e\u00fcv\u0259lana g\u0259lib. \u018flfi yox idi \u2013 i\u015f\u0259 getmi\u015fdi. Abbas m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr el\u0259di, \u00fcr\u0259yi lap da\u011fa d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Dedi ki, ay Bala\u015f, \u018flfi m\u0259n\u0259 bu boyda yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q edib, m\u0259n d\u0259 ist\u0259yir\u0259m ona yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q edim. Dedim ki, \u018flfi onsuz da yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 ham\u0131ya el\u0259yir, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 t\u0259m\u0259nnas\u0131z. Dedi, yox, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 onda deyil, amma m\u0259n d\u0259 bu boyda \u00fcr\u0259yigeni\u015fliyi cavabs\u0131z qoyan ki\u015fi deyil\u0259m. Dedim ki, ay Abbas, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q ed\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n ax\u0131. Cavab verdi ki, dar\u0131xma, bu bazar g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n…
\nBazar g\u00fcnl\u0259ri s\u0259h\u0259r Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar evind\u0259 m\u0259xsusi sakitlik olard\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki orada dinc\u0259l\u0259n yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n \u00e7oxu gec\u0259l\u0259r i\u015fl\u0259yir, s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r is\u0259 yat\u0131b dinc\u0259lirdil\u0259r. H\u0259tta u\u015faqlar da bunu bildikl\u0259rind\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 sakit dola\u015fard\u0131lar. Amma h\u0259min bazar sakitlik pozuldu. Ham\u0131 yuxudan to\u011flu m\u0259l\u0259rtisin\u0259 oyand\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 saat yeddid\u0259n az ke\u00e7mi\u015f. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n baxanda g\u00f6rd\u00fck ki, darvazan\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na bir d\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng to\u011flu ba\u011flan\u0131b, m\u0259l\u0259rtisi k\u0259smir… Bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131q. Ham\u0131 bir-birinin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131 ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n bu to\u011flu kimindir ba\u011flay\u0131b bura. Cavab tap\u0131lmad\u0131. Handan-hana istirah\u0259t evinin s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fc dedi ki, to\u011flunu Abbas P\u0259nahi adl\u0131 bir ki\u015fi s\u0259h\u0259r yeddid\u0259 g\u0259tirib bura ba\u011flad\u0131, dedi ki, \u018flfiy\u0259 \u00e7atacaq, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdi. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. \u018flfi g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ova-ova yuyunma\u011fa getdi.
\nTo\u011flu k\u0259sildi, g\u00fcnorta kabab \u00e7\u0259kildi. \u0130stirah\u0259t evind\u0259 olanlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259ki tutun alt\u0131nda a\u00e7\u0131lan s\u00fcfr\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131na topla\u015fd\u0131, masab\u0259yiliyi yen\u0259 \u018flfi el\u0259di \u2013 o olan m\u0259clisd\u0259 bu v\u0259zif\u0259y\u0259 kims\u0259 iddia ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. \u015eirin a\u011f\u0131zla, dey\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 kabab\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yedik, h\u0259m a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n tam\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n Abbas\u0131n, h\u0259m d\u0259 bu kababdan dadma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bkar\u0131 olan \u018flfinin can\u0131na dua el\u0259dik. Amma H\u0259mid M\u0259mm\u0259dzad\u0259 d\u0259 unudulmad\u0131. \u018flfi qay\u0131td\u0131 ki, ay ki\u015fil\u0259r, bu to\u011flunun \u015e\u00fcv\u0259lana yolu, unutmam\u0131s\u0131n\u0131zsa, bir m\u0259qal\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7ir v\u0259 h\u0259min m\u0259qal\u0259ni d\u0259 yetim H\u0259mid yaz\u0131b, g\u0259lin bad\u0259l\u0259rimizi onun da \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 qald\u0131raq, dal\u0131nca to\u011flu, he\u00e7 olmasa yoluq \u00e7olpa g\u0259l\u0259n m\u0259qal\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n tez-tez yazs\u0131n, biz d\u0259 feyziyab olaq! Ya\u015fas\u0131n H\u0259mid M\u0259mm\u0259dzad\u0259!
\n\u018flfinin i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tli bir C\u0259nub sevdas\u0131 vard\u0131 v\u0259 onun bu sevdas\u0131na ail\u0259sinin \u00fczvl\u0259ri d\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik etmi\u015fdi. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, b\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011flu \u0130lqar\u0131n lap u\u015faql\u0131qdan fars dili t\u0259may\u00fcll\u00fc m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxumas\u0131, ali t\u0259hsilini universitetin \u015f\u0259rq\u015f\u00fcnasl\u0131q fak\u00fclt\u0259sind\u0259 almas\u0131 da el\u0259 bu sevdadan do\u011furdu. Zaman ke\u00e7di, \u0130lqar\u0131 \u0130randa i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 yollad\u0131lar. Onu yola salma\u011fa ail\u0259ikc\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdik. Vidala\u015fanda M\u0259din\u0259 xan\u0131m yaman k\u00f6vr\u0259ldi, \u0130lqar\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b dedi ki, ka\u015f k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin bir d\u00fcym\u0259si olayd\u0131m, m\u0259ni d\u0259 aparayd\u0131n oralara…
\n\u0130lqar getdi, qay\u0131td\u0131. Qay\u0131danda da qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131q. Allah\u0131n i\u015fin\u0259 bax ki, gedib Tehranda M\u0259din\u0259nin bac\u0131s\u0131 R\u0259fiq\u0259ni tap\u0131bm\u0131\u015f. Bundan x\u0259b\u0259r tutanda, M\u0259din\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n hal\u0131 pisl\u0259\u015fdi, he\u00e7 c\u00fcr sakitl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bilmirdik…
\n\u0130lqar \u0130randan r\u0259hm\u0259tlik S\u0259m\u0259d Behr\u0259nginin b\u00fct\u00fcn yasaqlanm\u0131\u015f kitablar\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi \u2013 diplom i\u015fi yazacaqd\u0131. Yazd\u0131 da. Onun elmi r\u0259hb\u0259ri M\u00fcbariz \u018flizad\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, g\u00fcc\u00fcm \u00e7atsayd\u0131, onun diplom i\u015fini namiz\u0259dlik dissertasiyas\u0131 kimi t\u0259qdim ed\u0259rdim, amma \u018flfinin o\u011fludur, m\u0259ni d\u00fczg\u00fcn anlamazlar. Az sonra \u0130lqar h\u0259min m\u00f6vzunu dissertasiya m\u00f6vzusu kimi t\u0259sdiq el\u0259tdirdi, elmi r\u0259hb\u0259ri d\u0259 professor H\u0259mid M\u0259mm\u0259dzad\u0259 oldu. H\u0259midd\u0259n \u0130lqar\u0131n i\u015fini soru\u015fanda dedi ki, ay Bala\u015f m\u00fc\u0259llim, onun diplom i\u015finin h\u0259cmi el\u0259 namiz\u0259dlik i\u015fi boydad\u0131r, azac\u0131q \u0259l g\u0259zdirib marksizm-leninizm klassikl\u0259rind\u0259n sitatlar salmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r ki, haz\u0131r olsun, o da el\u0259mir \u2013 deyir ki, ax\u0131 Leninin S\u0259m\u0259d Behr\u0259ngiy\u0259 n\u0259 aidiyy\u0259ti var?..
\nSonralar \u0130lqara dedim ki, m\u00fcdafi\u0259 etm\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259, h\u0259min diplom i\u015fini monoqrafiya \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 \u00e7ap el\u0259, qoy S\u0259m\u0259di burda da tan\u0131s\u0131nlar. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 s\u00f6z verirdi, amma o kitab\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259dim ki, g\u00f6rm\u0259dim…
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\nBu yaz\u0131n\u0131 2010-cu il, may\u0131n 27-d\u0259 dikt\u0259 edir\u0259m. Art\u0131q \u0259lim q\u0259l\u0259m tutmur. Ya\u015f\u0131m \u00e7oxdur, \u00e7ox \u015feyl\u0259ri unutmu\u015fam. Amma \u018flfi qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131, \u018flfi b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fc, \u018flfi \u00fcr\u0259yi unudulan deyil. \u00c7ox ist\u0259rdim ki, R\u0259hil\u0259 xan\u0131m, \u0130lqar \u00f6z\u00fc yadlar\u0131nda qalanlardan bu yaz\u0131ya \u0259lav\u0259 etsinl\u0259r. Ax\u0131 h\u0259r \u015feyi onlar kimi bil\u0259n yoxdur…<\/p>\n

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